As the sun dawns this new day it is strangely like the one so long ago on that tragic day. On this day 10 years ago myself along with thousands of others witnessed the worst possible thing any one could imagined, the dark side of people.
I have done my fair share of grieving for those whose lives were taken that day and have moved forward with my life while still holding the memories of that day in a special place in my heart. But I find this year as the anniversary approached and even today my emotions are running on high and I am feeling vulnerable and raw.
I knew this year there would be lots of attention drawn to it and I told myself I could handle it and just move through my day like any other but I find myself sitting here reminiscing and grieving as if it were happening all over again.
Last night I went to the Columbine memorial and as soon as I stepped out of the car the first thing I saw was news vans and camera crews and with that image came a rush of memories . I know that this experience has taught me so much and will always be a part of me but I am reminded of the scripture in 1 Nephi 13:37
" And Blessed are they who shall seek to bring forth my Zion at that day, for they shall have the gift and the power of the Holy Ghost; and if they endure unto the end they shall be lifted up at the last day, and shall be saved in the everlasting kingdom of the lamb; and whoso shall publish peace, yea tidings of great joy, how beautiful upon the mountains shall they be.
Here are some pics of the memorial.
The memorial from the top of Rebel Hill.
The ribbon on the ground. It says Never Forgotten
A saying on the wall that I really really like and is so very true.
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7 comments:
Thank you for sharing your thoughts...it's a tough day and you're definitely in my prayers.
*HUGS* The memorial looks beautiful. I get a strange sense of peace, of angels watching over us when I drive by that hill. Thanks for being a fantastic example of strength. *HUGS*
AT first I was really sad that I wouldn't be able to be there with everyone else for the memorial, but the more I think about it I'm glad that I have some distance from it right now. The memories are so close to the surface as it is without all the reminders by the media and all that.
I didn't know you went to Columbine. My thoughts are with you today!
I remember that day. Little did I know at the time that my future wonderful sister-in-law was there. I love you so much Lyns!
How did I not ever know you had been there that day, Sweetie? I'm sorry I hadn't realized it. I'm glad you were able to attend the memorial. Love you. Glad you are in our family!!
That was a beautiful post Lyns, I am so sorry you had to experience that. I miss you lots and miss you tons!!!!
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